Everyday
And everywhere
In every way
I see you there
Knocking
When I’m not looking
Shocking
When I’m so boring
This pulse and this rush
I open the door
And let you in
I want more
I want to see you within
You hear my simple soliloquies
Solitary full of solitude
You wait to make me new
To make me new
I hear
The verses and the choruses and the life
So near
So near
Tell me every word I need to know
Tell me the worth I grieve to be shown
Can I
Yes you say
May I
Of course you say
So I hold my breath and wait
And you’re there
And I continue to wait and wait and keep waiting
You’re there
You knock
But I don’t hear
You knock
And I avoid
I rush and duck and press away
But you wait
And I hate the hate inside so deep
But you wait
And I resist and I shut you out and I ignore and all the while
You wait
Waiting for me
To let you in again
To sit with you again
To believe in you again
To love and be loved again